i am alone

first day of job, nothing much to do, just look see look see
my place is so so no privacy, straight near the door
and 3 aircons are facing me, freezing like hell
June is my mentor and she is a nice person
Andrew & Hwee Li bought us lunch
Talked lots of army strategy with us during lunch
Hui Jing decided to quit
On the way home, kena shoot by Daphne, another new colleague
she said I AM BLUNT!

*Feel that everyone is wearnig a mask.. so fake, and i need to face them everyday from now on.. Dear god, how can i survive, please give me some strength & wisdom...

wah.. i start to regret..

okay.. i am back from army training kind of orientation...
all my legs, knees, arms are aching and blue black...
it just happen and i wonder is that a dream?
can't believe that i have been thru all that high or low or what so ever TCP thingie...
it will be my first & last attempt cause...
i really think my heart is not strong enuf to go thru 2nd time...
ma very worried when i reached home... and she tsk tsk non-stop...
and the worst thing is i need to start work real soon...
i am unprepare for next chapter of life - working life
Haih.. but still need to face everything when tomorrow comes..
Gambate bah Sze.. Aza Aza Fighting!!
Pray that everything will be fine...

After interview

GOT MY FIRST JOB IN LIFE!!!
but i need to go for training in Bintan , indonesia..
scared cause i am unfamiliar with the places,
but i can see the happiness from my father's facial expression..
will be back after few days..
will blog then..
p/s: Thanks Twaj for bringing me there...

1st interview

Haha got very luckytoday... i just sent out several job application, let me see emm.. i guess just 5-6 bah.. and i got a phone call from the company in the evening itself...ask me for an interview tomorrow morning. Should i be happy or sad? Sigh.. applying job in singapore wasn't my decision, pa keep asking me to find a job.. got good future bla bla bla...

Haih.. let it be loh.. if after the interview i don't get that job then only think about my new direction my future an where should i go..

At this moment i just want to enjoy the happiness of graduation..
Sze's little little heaven.. wanna relax.. =p