Monday, December 31, 2007

藝人-陶喆


我嘸醉我嘸醉嘸醉~~請你不要送警局…

陶喆前天忙完車展的代言活動後,晚上就與友人聚會,因為一位男性好友從美國飛來台灣,兩人開心聚會喝酒,萬萬沒想到最後會鬧上警局,連他自己也覺得很煩惱。搭計程車回家,卻說不出確切地址,計程車司機載他在台北市敦化南路繞了多圈後,無奈地把他載到大安警分局瑞安街派出所;警方折騰一個多小時,才找到他的經紀人送他回家。

昨天凌晨一點多,一輛計程車開到瑞安街派出所前,司機向員警表示,車上的男子酒醉,一直說家住敦化南路,卻說不出明確地點,他只好在敦化南路上繞行,但男子就是想不起家住哪裡。最後司機只好請員警把乘客帶下車,收不到車資也只好自認倒楣自算了。員警將酒醉男子扶下車,發現他竟是知名藝人陶喆;由於他渾身酒味,員警只好先扶他到沙發上休息。陶喆一下子閉目養神,一下子又起身說要自行回家,員警見他酒醉連走路都跌跌撞撞,急忙安撫他坐下泡茶。

警方原本要通知陶喆的家人來接他,但他要求員警幫他打電話給經紀人,不久有三名自稱是陶喆經紀人友人的男子前來,表示要送他回家。但陶喆表示不認識他們,堅持要經紀人前來接他,最後經紀人趕到派出所把陶喆接走。

新年新希望!

又多一年了。。
刚过完22岁生日,又要变23岁了!太不公平了。。
多13小时就23岁。。
好想念过往。。
好的坏的。。都是我美好的回忆。。
新年的愿望:
第一:瘦下来吧!
第二:身体健康
希望我全部猪朋狗友愿望成真!包括我的祈祷在内。。

Saturday, December 29, 2007

1st wk without PC at home..

Sigh... what a weekend..
No PC = No Online = Sian xia..
Talk to ah boon last night.. Tell everything that just happened recently (on friday).. which i think im in a big trouble now.. why i got "tan te bu an" & " xiao lu luan zhuang";s feeling lei?
Undecided on what to do.. Advise given was doing nothing and just wait.. which is actually not my style.. Argh.. what can i do.. just feel like having a mental shut down.. any kind soul can help me to switch off the button?
Well.. try to forget.. dont wana thk about it anymore.. will continue to watch my movie/drama..
=END=

智慧牙

它终于出世了。。some more is a twins
but,只是一角,很痛苦
两边的牙龈热热腾腾的
前面的牙也好像越来越突出
很怕要去绑牙。。
怎么办?
很笨耶。。生出来也不会选美一点的位子
一点智慧都没。。

Friday, December 28, 2007

恶梦!

昨天整天都在谈关于navision, invoices & etc..
就可能这样吧。。回家发了一连串的恶梦
醒后我还可以很清楚地记得一幕幕的事
故事很无理头, 荒妙。。
痛苦的是我想结束这场梦可是却做不了
我醒了睡回,又继续梦见这个故事
反复醒了好几遍可是故事并还没结束
也不能醒来。。
间接故事:关于我姑妈开店
然后他是应用Add Maths方式来计算每一个账单
账单竟然有tan, sin,kos的方程式出现。。
然后最不可思议的事
要付帐之前,每个顾客需要做biology测验
太可怕了吧。。
也不明白为何会发这种梦。。
是不是因为我今年忘了祝你生日快乐
你复仇呢?对不起咯。。
在这祝你生日快乐(2512),圣诞快乐。。
不要到我梦来了好吗?
很明显我没睡好。。
所以今天忘记带很多东西。。
太大头虾了。。 都是恶梦的错
希望恶梦就在此结束吧。。

我笑不代表我开心
内心还是一样纳闷。。
公司的人都很好
时常有说有笑
我也笑了
不是假装
只是那刻很想笑
很希望时间能在长一点
那我就能开心多一些
如这一刻问我开心吗?
答案:不开心
为什么?
答案:不知道
希望希望会很快恢复正常
讨厌现在的心情

Thursday, December 27, 2007

寂寞,孤单,沮丧。。

不懂为何就那么沮丧
回到家都是空寥寥
只听得到风扇的声音不停的旋转
电脑也没了, 只好乖乖看电视
一边看戏一边吃泡面
时间过得真慢。。
想找个人谈谈心事
却发觉新加坡的朋友并不多。。不知找谁。。
最总还是打了给ahny..
和她聊了好久好久。。
聊了更觉得自己好寂寞。。
可是又能怎样呢?
她说很不像平常的我。。
感触很多。。
假期后的我好像变了
好像安定下来而且把未来好好想一边
我到底要的是什么?
我未来要做什么?
四年后的我会在哪呢?

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

答应我,要开心好吗?

常常看到你很压力,我也变得很压力
看到你累。。却很恨自己帮不到什么
可是每当问你还好吗?
你都是那么冷淡的回答我,还好。。
是真的还好还是只是想打发我走。。
我会很烦吗?为何你的语气总是这样?
你根本不让我关怀一下
希望你不要这样把自己关起来,好吗?
你不开心,就要说出来嘛。。
无聊,无助,寂寞,压力,纳闷,伤心,孤单时
真的希望你可以找到人来陪你
即使那个人不是我。。。
p/s: 受不了就去散散心吧。。

爱哭。。

这次回去外婆家
听到很伤心的事
小绵羊死了
鼻酸酸的。。眼泪也想掉下来。。
原应是被小舅的车踏到
和它一起长大的小可(小绵羊的妹妹)
好像有第六感似的
至从那天就闷闷不乐
吃也不多,也没那么活泼了
可能它也知道姐姐再也不会来了吧。。
睡觉也不肯进笼子。。大家很担心它
只好安排casey ,家里的黄金猎犬陪小可以起睡
希望小可很快很快可以平静下来,恢复原来的它!
回新加坡前,edmund一直不停的抓着他的妈妈
似乎知道妈妈要离开她,回到岗位做工了吧。。
分开后,我们各自出发
当我打电回家,背后听到edmund 一直说。。
“妈妈。。bye-bye。。”
我的眼泪也受不了控制
稀里哗啦留下来。。当我告诉我姐她儿子想她
他哭得比我更厉害。。
这可能是所谓的母子情吧。。
这个圣诞还哭得蛮厉害的。。不断有很悲伤的事发生。。

Im back!

Reached Spore at 1245am last night. Was very happy when i turn on my hp, because saw a lot of smses. all wishing me happy birthday and also merry x'mas.. i suddenly have the mood of x'mas again eventho it is boxing day already hehe...

Come back to work today (26.12.2007). Decided to take cab because i have a lot of stuff to bring to office. left hand one green bag, right hand another bag.. like an auntie coming down from China xia.. Ohh ohh reached office at 9.05am but there is no one around... only can see blank tables.. wonder where are everyone.. waited for a while, Jo arrived. then i unpacked everything and started to go around everyone's table.. 1st round of biscuit, followed by second round of chewing gums, third round of earrings.. phew.. I doubt they like the biscuit given to them cause the reaction was not so good sigh... next time i need to be more creative liao.. no more food!! (But the wasabi peanuts was awesome! Glad that my friends like it..)

Guai guai sitted back at my desk and check out for X'mas pressie from all the colleagues.. and i also received a belated birthday pressie from my dearie June colleague aka my Mentor too. Happy mood just arise when i see the table is full with gifts heehee..

Check my mailbox.. fuyoh.. a lot and i am still doing it while blogging now.. tired of reading all out-dated emails. But still ahve to do it. Share a lot of stories with YP, Celine & Po Fong.. talking about my trip, here tip and etc..

The only thingie that i am upset of this trip was i sdid not managed to get the dog snacks this trip.. sigh sorry SPCA doggies..
=END=


Sushi's story to be continued...

FAQ: "How you celebrated your birthday?"

This blog is purposely written to answer some friend's question.

Usual thingie.. just another normal day for me.. a lot of thingie to do today.. was very busy for the whole morning.. besides running some errands, i am also busy with my hp sms and answering phone calls.. (till my HP just shut down cause low batt) from friends and relatives that remembered my bday. They called up just to wish me.. so touched..

Have lunch and dinner outside today.. dad bought a cake which is quite nice and we nearly finished the whole thingie (left 2 slices).. take photos.. in the afternoon still busy answering phone calls and have to sacrifice my nap.. so tired until i cant concentrate on my conversation so sorry dudes..

But a sincere msg frm the bottom of my heart: no matter is msn msg, smses, calls, testimonials & etc etc.. thankew very much to everyone..

Wish u guys all the best! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2008!

Cheers,
Sze


p/s: my msian mobile num is still the same

Monday, December 24, 2007

Back to Taiping

Reached approx. 10 pm last night. Was quite tired bacuse the whole trip was so super packed and i have no time to breath too.. heehee but of course i do enjoy every single moment in Thailand. Wake up very early each day compared to my working days oppss.. Enjoy meeting up with relatives, lovely cousins, uncles and aunties..

Went for lotsa food (thks to my dearie cousin - Chanwit & Family) and also shopping but did not get anything for myself.. Just managed to buy some food stuff for colleagues.. sigh quite sad tho.. But nevermind lor.. i still have next trip and i gonna make sure my next trip is full with rewards heehee...


Bought snacks and a lot of chewing gums due to friend's request. Hopefully i will not got caught at the checkpoint.. if not i will need to sweep spore's street... sigh...


*This pix was taken on the way to Thailand. Was quite suprised with the super huge number plate.. so kiasu xia...





*Thai delicacy made by my cousin.. super delicious.. oishi.. it is a yam glutinous rice + some coconut milk.. super yummy.. slurp slurp.. Thankew Jae Ee.. gonna miss ur food from now on..




*Grumpy Edmund playing with his "car car".. new toy..







* Colorful number plate --> taken by my Jee







*Delicious dinner with Chanwit & Family.. BBQ+Steamboat huhaa..
















* Jee & I


*Chanwit, Me & Jee.. EHmm my cousin bro is still available.. He is a nice guy so those interested pls send it ur resume heehee... LOL





*Group Photo after the meal





*Group photo at home







*Pix taken on the car






Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Benji

Saw one doggie just now during lunch which look like Benji so much... miss her so so much.. dunno how she is now... Hopefully is still a happy go lucky fellow... Will drop by Amapng when ever i go KL again and i shall buy your favourite snacks too... Misssed you....

Birday Pressie..

Woke up this morning... saw something on the table... title: To Dearest Sze... happy 22nd birthday... My eyes turn big in a second.. damn high lei.. got my 1st pressie in the morning... which is really an early suprise for me... Huhaa.. got my favourite perfume gucci... tho i dun always apply but i just like the smell so much... Thankew so so much Twaj...

This is 安慰 from yesterday's pressie for Xmas. Thanks a lot for all the pressies that was given by colleagues yesterday.. But i think for convinient sack, girl always get the generic color which is tada~ pinky color loh... sigh... i dun really like pinky stuff and i dun used it anyway.. tho it is cute and so sweet of them to give.. but i promise will keep it with me nicely..

This morning also received 3 sms birday wishes... thanks guys for remebering my birday...

19.12.2007

Dunno what to name for the title so just put it as today's date.. as i believe after today i will not be blogging for quite sometime.. ask me why?? Hehe.. because i will be on leave from tomoro onwards lo lullaallaalullaallaa ..huhaahaa.. think about this i will also be drooling at night in my dream of course!!

Tho is very tiring driving up north but evil me learn to be smart this time hehe.. gonna sleep all way long.. i think my butt will be numb... opps... sorry.. should not say that... hehe... Twaj's laptop spoilt and she is bringing home PC down to Taiping instead... *woooo*... no more downlaoding and msn-ing at home for quite some time... sob lei... what else i can do.. cannot blog also.. sian xia... unhappy days are starting soon..

im so into this holiday mood today and hopefully yeverything goes on smoothly for today.. as i dun wanna stay back late for a shitty thingie again... i have not pack my stuff too.. dunno what to bring lei... Sigh again...

im still thinking of what to buy for everyone in th office.. just dunno what they like... food stuff they dun seems to ewat a lot maybe is because our office already have plenty of food in the pantry... head cracking...

Tiring day..

Yesterday was the worst day of my work! I have never experience this before... working with the stoooopid vendor again which i still think he is a super duper stoopid guy! Tho his tone was better this time round maybe because he speaks Thai. He keep making mistakes and that stupid guy keep giving me a lot of crap complaining about the FTP site and dah dah dah... his sad story never ending..

The DTP ppl is damn fucking careless loh.. i do not know honestly did they bring their eyes to work! Font is wrong and files delivered is corrupted. Talk to him, he just only wanna make himself clean and pushing all the blame to internet problem which i think it is the most irresponsible attitude a person should have. Telling me stories does not help to solved the problem so after the 2nd and 3rd and 4th calls i also learned to be more clever! * light bulb bling bling* i tried to convey all the message that i wanna let him know before he starts to tell me his stoopid sad story again which i do not really care at the moment. Things need to be solved and by telling me the stories and wasting everyone's time does not help at all lo!!

because of that stupid small file i wasted like whoel day to finished it and the deliverable time has passed. felt so bad for Jas... at the end, He did also solved the problem!!! I typeset it on my own by copying the older files. WTF really... paying him money and im doing the job ..

The whole day my chest is like gonna burst already because my heart was pumping so damn hard which i think my breathing cannot coped with it. I have difficulty in breathing and i sigh like every 5 seconds and my mood was freaking scary and bad. Sorry yea my teammates.. if yesterday i sounded like a crazy lady and so irritating... thousand apologies from bottom of my heart... Mostly to Celine ( My Da jie Da), which i think i did shouted at her.. so sorry...

Was so busy until no time to pee and drink water also.. keep calling that stoopid Thai guy and check files only, besides that also replying to the accounts team.. Derras and Jasmine whom are equally kan cheong like me.. I think their condition is even worst because need to face the clients.. felt the pressure badly, im like a sandwich in the middle.. my friend summo ask me im tuna or peanut butter... Around 530pm, delivered the first file. Wanted to "jio" Josephine for a "scream" session downstairs.. but new job come again.. arrgghh... i need a break seriously.. at that moment, i have a weird thought of going over to Jeff and ask for cigaratte lei... i just knew that cigaratte can calm me down... Now i know why he smokes so much already...

The second file is also a problematic one, some sentences are missing, i repeat sentences missing!!!! How can this happened??? and when i called, he just responded like : really? ohh? okay will do it now... Walao... Sorry also doon't have lei.. i think sarawut, you really need to go back to Primary one to learn moral again lei... simple manner!!

Back and forth of the sending and amendments, file corrupted again... *SHIT.. that is what i hate the most!!! All boxes.. how to read lei?? im not alien lei.. Call and call again till im like sigh.. strengthless.. do not know what to say already.. trying to be friendly and more clearly by giving instruction in Thai so that his numb skull can understand.. But i decided to speak in English so that i can scold him and be more firm and unfriendly.. Waited for files till 830pm.. Celine was with me in the office thank god.. If not i will be thking about ghost and any stoopid thingie that i can think of when i am alone... Thankew my dear for keeping me accompany...

I am an easy going person but please do not take things for granted and take advantage for me.. Give an inch wnat a yard.. to much lei...

=END=

Thursday, December 13, 2007

坏日子!

今天一早做什么都很不顺心
和妈妈吵架因为爸爸
生气因为觉得自己没人珍惜
我不是那些爱说的人。。
做了东西也不需要炫耀,想做就做。。
却因为这样常常被当成没用的人
昨天尽心帮爸爸打照完美60岁生日
他却把我当透明人。。
谢谢一句都没。。只是一直把我和大姐做比较
告诉我大姐有多好多贴心。。
那我呢?我算什么?难道你看不见我所作的东西吗?
难道需要我真的一五一十列出来吗?
今早妈妈在旧事从提还听了很多刺耳及伤心的话
让我很生气很生气得快掉泪
我忍着眼泪,毕竟一路到地铁站还蛮多人的
到了公司,心情也慢慢地平静。。
听着我最爱的歌。。边做工
突然间接到一个翻译员的MSN留言
说了一些不负责任的话
还不肯任账。。做错东西还恶人先告状。。
我也不懂该怎么说下去了
好生气,沮丧。。

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

打不死的蟑螂

最近公司上上下下都在流行生病
一个一个轮流拿病假
可是却偏偏轮不到我!
是好是坏呢?要病却不成功的人好可悲。。
工作虽然要做两份可是还算不多还可以应付得来
却很不喜欢一个人在公司的感觉。。
冷冷清清。。无影无踪。。凄凄惨惨。。
我也是挨不久了吧, 因为身体也越来越弱
虽然身体还是在和这些病菌打仗,依然不放弃。。
我却觉得我正在被折磨当中
每当天气变凉,我鼻塞就很严重
声音也变扁扁的像唐老鸭似的。。
有时甚至流鼻涕,打哈欠,咳嗽等等病状。。
就是不能发烧。。
双手冰冰地就像冰箱里拿出来的冰条
好想好想痛快的病一场
我就不需要在并非并健康非健康状况兜兜转转。。
我受不了!

自闭症又犯了!

好多好多朋友都说我最近不对经。。
问了自己好多遍。。
我怎么了?我也不懂。。
你问我为何不开心?我也说不出一个所以。。
也没什么理由让我开心起来。。
只知道不想说话。。 只想一个人静静的听大家说话。。
大家再嘻嘻哈哈当时,我的脑海不断地在想其他东西。。 飘游流浪璇转个不停。。
饭也吃不多。。拌来拌去就还是同样的没动,没胃口。
进戏院前,我还是那样无聊的样子,买了东西进去吃却吃不下
可是看了戏却有让我开心不少,虽然戏并不是很好看,
可是因为有很多可爱的动物, 我开心。
可能最近发生太多的事了吧。。 好的坏的统统都有。。

我会检讨的。。对不起朋友们。。

Friday, August 31, 2007

1st day again...

1st day of new job
quite boring
but people are nice
went for "royal walk"
everyone seems to be busy
nothing to do at my place
had pizza for lunch
don't feel like talking...

Friday, August 17, 2007

Unemployed

I am still staying at home cause my EP is still not yet approve.. sian sian sian...
But my future boss is super nice person, she keep calling up to update me regarding the EP status, but old company sucks cause they still not yet pay me my last salary...
drama days...

Friday, August 3, 2007

Back to Square 1

Sigh... back to SG again... starting my job on 6th August..

Hopefully that place will be good...

Look at the bright side Sze...

Saturday, July 28, 2007

relief

i tender
got job offer by Felicia
one of our BFC9 friend
she is a nice person
she encourage me a lot
i am leaving
Daphne blame me for not telling her earlier
i felt very bad
Going back to Msia tonite
BIL got his new car
Blur andrew leong thought i am leaving Singapore forever
anyway... everything has come to an end..
decision made and i will only look forward
eventhough i know i will miss people in sentosa

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Jimmy left

He left too...
something really bad happen to him
Stupid andrew scolded him infront of everyone (client, who are having the teambuilding activities)
It was not his fault..
Damn Andrew... He is too much!!
I gonna miss them...
one after another...

Sunday, July 8, 2007

I am Sad you are Sad

My mum called tonight
she knows i am having tough time in work
she said something that makes my tears flowing down uncontrolable
"Sze, if you are tired, unhappy, just quit
come back for a rest and figure out what you want
happiness is more important than anything"
Ma, your words makes me stronger and i really can't disappoint you...
Thank you so much and i always love you...

Thursday, July 5, 2007

i am unhappy

stress of work
work OT too much
meeting after meeting
paper work after meeting
after client meeting here comes the OPS meeting
ideas & comments are compulsory
gosh..what am i doing?
Andrew keep picking on me
he even stare at my PC for whole day
i really boey tahan liao lah..
i want to get out from here..

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Phoebe left

she left cause was unahppy with what company is doing to her...
she left quietly without our knowledge..
i am very sad cause she is consider my close friend there
she really left me and i am back alone again..

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i am alone

first day of job, nothing much to do, just look see look see
my place is so so no privacy, straight near the door
and 3 aircons are facing me, freezing like hell
June is my mentor and she is a nice person
Andrew & Hwee Li bought us lunch
Talked lots of army strategy with us during lunch
Hui Jing decided to quit
On the way home, kena shoot by Daphne, another new colleague
she said I AM BLUNT!

*Feel that everyone is wearnig a mask.. so fake, and i need to face them everyday from now on.. Dear god, how can i survive, please give me some strength & wisdom...

Monday, June 18, 2007

wah.. i start to regret..

okay.. i am back from army training kind of orientation...
all my legs, knees, arms are aching and blue black...
it just happen and i wonder is that a dream?
can't believe that i have been thru all that high or low or what so ever TCP thingie...
it will be my first & last attempt cause...
i really think my heart is not strong enuf to go thru 2nd time...
ma very worried when i reached home... and she tsk tsk non-stop...
and the worst thing is i need to start work real soon...
i am unprepare for next chapter of life - working life
Haih.. but still need to face everything when tomorrow comes..
Gambate bah Sze.. Aza Aza Fighting!!
Pray that everything will be fine...

Sunday, June 10, 2007

After interview

GOT MY FIRST JOB IN LIFE!!!
but i need to go for training in Bintan , indonesia..
scared cause i am unfamiliar with the places,
but i can see the happiness from my father's facial expression..
will be back after few days..
will blog then..
p/s: Thanks Twaj for bringing me there...

Saturday, June 9, 2007

1st interview

Haha got very luckytoday... i just sent out several job application, let me see emm.. i guess just 5-6 bah.. and i got a phone call from the company in the evening itself...ask me for an interview tomorrow morning. Should i be happy or sad? Sigh.. applying job in singapore wasn't my decision, pa keep asking me to find a job.. got good future bla bla bla...

Haih.. let it be loh.. if after the interview i don't get that job then only think about my new direction my future an where should i go..

At this moment i just want to enjoy the happiness of graduation..
Sze's little little heaven.. wanna relax.. =p

Saturday, May 26, 2007

sunny day

Start to get bored with my routine life in Singapore..
need to do something about it...
sleep late woke up late... tired...
downloading lotsa movie since i am free.. hehe..
enjoy that, thanks ahny for teaching me how to download hohoho...

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

moody

Pa ask me to work in Sg. Has been lecture by Pa for the pass hours.. sian.. i just want to enjoy what i have now.. can i work next month or later?? please..

Place: Sinagpore

well, just general update, i am in Singapore now.. doing nothing just enjoy the laziness... watching lotsa lotsa entertainment shows on cable tv, syiok!!

Miss my sister in KL... but i can online with her everyday tho...

Okay, mum's calling, going to help her in kitchen, blog again later...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

sad?

well... just came back from Redang! wonderful trip and i really enjoy very very much. But i received a call from Dot red, i just miss an interview opportunity cause they have hired someone else... should i be happy or sad leh?

well.... i think i am quite happy at the moment cause me myself don't really wanna start work now, just want to play and play and play but how am i gonna tell pa & ma... sigh... dilemma...

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Going to Redang

lullalullalla.. okay i am going to Redang with wenny, sze ling & shang... we will be spending our 3days there.. quite nervous cause i can't swim but i think should be okay lah... don't care.. just wana go redang... cause i can't wait to see the beautiful scenery and clear sea water already!!! later will meet up with sze ling and go to PWTC there to take bus.
Ciao...

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Woohoo...

At last i graduated!! cause i have already pass up my stupid thesis to GV. hopefully will pass loh.. cause i really work very hard on my own.. cause the supervisor is such a bad guy who only cares about his own PHD Thesis and didn't guide us at all... haha.. Going to redang in few days time, it is kinda pi ye lv xing with my coursemates! Redang here i come hehe.... YEAH!