sad?

well... just came back from Redang! wonderful trip and i really enjoy very very much. But i received a call from Dot red, i just miss an interview opportunity cause they have hired someone else... should i be happy or sad leh?

well.... i think i am quite happy at the moment cause me myself don't really wanna start work now, just want to play and play and play but how am i gonna tell pa & ma... sigh... dilemma...