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不知道为什么原因
今天起身后看到她站在哪静静的
我不敢正眼看她
也许是因为我害怕看到她那忧郁的眼神
仿佛在告诉我她不想回去的意思
梳洗后看见桌子上有我熟悉的早餐
我心里啾了一下﹑酸酸的。。
临出门前心里想着
今天放工回家时就不会再看见她了
这一切都来到好突然
感觉好像这都不是真的只是幻觉
穿完鞋子，我转身告诉她再见和保重!
妈今天打来打听状况时
我还讲着讲着就哽咽了起来
一股淡淡的沮丧。。
今天回到家觉得家里
好像真的少了一个人有点不习惯。。
我不知道这到底是什么样的感觉
可能我真的太感情用事
她可能根本不需要我的烂同情
只是觉得为什么结局要搞到这么不堪。。
不欢而散呢？

c.o.m.p.l.i.c.a.t.e.d

this week is the starting of my busy period in work

projects flowing in like water

just like the h1n1 flu symptom

need to work until late at night someday

t.i.r.e.d

my parents are also back from their cruise trip

have family dinners with them

bring them around for shoppings

play mahjung at home

spent some quality time with them

sent then to airport today

they will be staying in KL for few weeks

i will be seeing them again in 2 weeks time

h.a.p.p.y

missed prawn fishing session with my friend

browse through their photos

it looks so fun

but im sorry that i could not make it

r.e.g.r.e.t

maid create a lot of problems recently

do funny things behind of us

my sis at last decided to fire her

she will be leaving tomorrow morning

but then somehow still feel like

im sad and will still miss her when she leave

cause we really treated her as our family member

and she has been staying with us for 8 months

d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t.m.e.n.t

next week will be a happy and also busy week

got notification from international team on jobs

sian ah~

but at least i still have lil happy moment of mine

which is to enroll my korean class

hope that these 2 weeks can pass by very fast

so that i can enjoy my holiday back to KL soon

p.r.e.s.s.o.n

a tired monday

Yes, tired again.

it was a busy and crying weekend..

as usual watching dramas is my weekend activity

finish watching absolute boyfriend and my queen

both dramas is equally sad in the end

character in the drama cry

and they make me cry too.

Watched Harry Potter with Wenny

but then was shocked with the chin-chai ending

a lil disappointed =(

and will have to wait for a year or two

in order to see the next part of Harry Potter..

Went for shopping but didn't see anything nice

a bit excited on what to wear for shang's wedding

but will continue to look around

hope to get something simple and comfortable.

Had my Bendito pocket & cheesy fries

yumm yumm.. very happy & full!

Fetched my parents from beach road on Sunday 6am morning

headed home to freshen up

and we went for breakfast at seah imm food court

to our shocked, nothing to eat!

only a few chinese stalls were open

and mostly mamak stall

had a very simple breakfast

and chit-chat.

Sent them off at harbourfront departure hall

they looks super excited and happy

the ship was huge

makes me feel like going as well

Had jajangmyeon for lunch

continue with dramas until night..

Wasn't that tired while watching
but the after effect on the next day is

always the KILLER!
dry eyes and floating brains.

SS501 update

This entry is mainly dedicated to Sihui's Hyun Joong...
She will surely say omo omo...

I feel like he is posing for some specticle ads instead rather than airline haha...

we must go to gimpo airport to take the flight to jeju island in October 2012!!

faster come faster come... i can't wait!

Oh gosh.. Sihui's Hyun Joong get tired.. leader get tired le...

我想。。

我真的不懂怎么安排时间
因为我有太多事要做
想到redbox唱歌唱个不停
想到kimgary喝鸳鸯和吃土司
想到alor吃炒米果条
想到jln ipoh吃肉骨茶和猪脚醋
想到brj喝茶吃脆皮roti
想到rampai吃猪肉粉和咖哩鱼头
想到ss2逛夜市
想到mont kiara逛下午买场
想到Pavilion看杀人犯
我的名单已经掉到地了。。
我不知道该做什么好？
那个先做。。

자장면&한국말수업

Woohoo~ see what i got during lunch time?

is Ja Jang Myeon!

Have been craving for the real korean Jajang myeon

but then i got taiwan version to kuaigian first

i gonna have this at home during wkend with my dramas

Oh another happy thing is

the korean schoold has already call up to confirm

there is saturday class going on

double woohoo~

double happiness!

i am going to go for korean classes starting from 15 August lo~

Fighting Su Sze!!!

榴莲之夜。会

今天和一班朋友吃完晚餐
然后我们就勇往直前
到Geylang豪迈的吃榴莲
因为季节快结束了所以价格偏高些
肉质也没想像中那么理想
但是总算还敢得及最后班车
这种味道真让我想起外婆家的榴莲哦。。
接着我们就到Kallang Stadium的McD喝茶
话题从八卦到公事到宗教到心理学都没终断过
Uncle Tan和我们分享了很多东西
大家聊到很开心很尽兴
Uncle Tan说我有了改变
感觉我变轻松了也没那么懊恼
我还蛮惊讶因为我自己也没察觉到
也许这就是所谓的潜意识的放开
很多事物都没办法一时达成
那又何必把自己避到墙角，喘不过气
最后完死自己。。
散会后Uncle Tan还送我们个个回家耶
太感动了也很谢谢他和霜。。
好可惜今天有几位朋友无法参于
希望下次的约会会更热脑
也希望闪到腰的lexus早日康复
进兵营的jeff小心H1N1,早日出营
买家具的joey下次别放我们鸽子了
为公事烦恼的felix可以赶快找到解决的方法
我也该睡了。。

出名的云吞面

炸饺子

三色奶茶

冷咖啡

Geylang 榴莲

菲利斯和她的杯子

菲利斯、施、霜

sze & benson

麦当劳招牌动作

到处瞄

被打中！

菲利斯和霜儿

国明和菲利斯
霜儿！

广版花样男子

在等绝对男友的电视剧开播前
无聊的我就上了网
竟然让我发现了广东般本的花样男子
他们的配音难听到顶点
对话便得很假
比华语的更差
可是我现在更期待
泰国版本的花样耶
因为泰国的配音师都是那几位老前辈
请想像把配过七龙珠的声音
来配具俊表的声音
连睡觉的我在梦里都会笑到合不了嘴

私生菇

今天放工前
我竟然在厕所门边发现
有几颗菌类在滋生
样子还真的很像
我们常在东炎虾里的鲍鱼菇
当然，这个在我公司滋生的菌类是无法入口的
因为我很肯定它是
洗地水及腐木的爱结晶
都怪打扫阿婶
时常把厕所洗得湿湿的然后不弄干
才会造成现在
野生的私生子到处都是！

Singles Are OUT!

Oh the long waited singles are finally out...

the songs are so nice

Cannot wait for their concert in December...
I personally like Young Saeng's single most...

I also got infected by them after Sihui keep on reminding me about youtube clip everyday

it has become must watch thingie before going to bed at night...

maybe it has become both our lullaby...

T-Max single is also fabulous...

but quite disappointed when i knew there were just 3 songs

cause it is obviously too little for the waiting time

But then

i realise something...

good thing are always little... so i must cherish haha..

Can't stop listening to them during work and

it simply make my day brighter and happier

while i need to do some tedious

translation file prepping...

~woohoo~

You Guys are Doing so Well
Keep Up The Good Job!!

^^FIGHTING^^

讨厌夜的不美

最近的我害怕了深夜的宁静
在这片宁静的空间里
没有对话的黑夜
让我无法不停的思索
画面不断地浮现
从前的人、事、物。。
曾经拥有却失去了
现在的人、事、物。。
好想拥有可是却不实在
未来的人、事、物。。
感觉很近却很遥远的
这些莫名其妙的一切一切
是一种让人无法安寝的无助
我傻得可以

以为早点睡就会避免得了这个毛病
但我错了
叛逆的脑袋却让我的夜更漫长
想的东西变更多。。

我很烦！

沮丧、无助、失望
上述的字眼要加倍一百次
才能表达我现在的心情
因为一次的错按
造成一个无法挽回的遗憾
我好想撞墙死了算！
我这个月的电话费..
620，我恨死这个数字！！！
我该怎么办？

Malaysia's New Caledonia

This is a resort situated at Sipadan Island.
The place is so nice right?
Makes me feel like going to New Caledonia...

Credit: Jaime

请给我多一分钟

前阵子
我睡眠时间变得好奇怪
变得好短；即使我很迟睡
每天凌晨五点就会自动醒
怎么反复都睡不回
我还以为我快要死了呢
因为曾经听说过
老人家就是这样
每当要死前的那段时间
都会有很多不正常的举动
睡眠是一种
就像廻光反照
最近
我的睡眠时间又变了
我很难入眠
三更半夜还可以听到隔壁龄邻居出来喂猫
可能Auntie也是睡不着吧。。
可是一到早上， 我就特别懶床
害得我每天都上班迟到。。
我要怎么改善呢？
好痛苦哦。。

Handsome Guy!

OMG!! Don't understand how can he be so charming man... from every angle, every side - left, right, up, down, front and back.

He really didnt go for plastic surgery?

I can't believe it!
But in fact, he didn't.

Birthday celebration

New hairstyle to attend hye sun's exhibition

Kim Joon & Min Ho giving support to Hye Sun

Speech when he won CF King title

Killer smile

OMG... So handsome!!!

I'm waiting for your next drama!

Aja aja fighting Minho!