I'm Very Bothered

I have this bad feeling since morning

Very strong bad feelings

and negative energy in me, mind and body

that suffocate me until i can't really breath

i feel like escaping from here and forever without thinking of it

feel like taking urgent leave and go away...

i have this bad feeling maybe due to my past experience

unpleasant feeling that things will happen again and it is Dec again...

I am very bothered by this unpleasant feeling

i am going to die of not able to get rid of this feeling...

i have this messy thoughts of what could happen next...

i don't know why am i acting like gemini

when i was so happy yesterday and today i am unhappy...

bloody hell feeling!!!

make me feel so helpless and feel like crying in the office...