When..

Life is like this bah i think.. some people might say it is just unfair.. but i would like to say that, things always happen at the wrong timing..

When I start to treasure a friendship, my friend just left me for overseas to further her studies for 4 years.. tho we do keep in touch via emails but it is so far and it gets further while time past by..

When I start to enjoy my studies in Uni, and I realised it is already the last semester.. and I really missed my friends and the moment we spend together.. talk crap, do assignment, presentation, exams, having sleepless nights creating last minute advertisement and what we get from SooJin (aka our 黑社会老大) that always sounded like this.. (Ahem.. imitating) --> "rubbish.. what a stupid ads (followed by laugh pause scolding), i do not see any theme/connection with your big idea? where is your creativity? Are you color blind how can you use red and green together? can't you see that giddy effect?" But because of this scolding we learnt and we get better each time.. Really missed Soojin's scolding sia.. those "Chiong & Piah" days are the best!

When I start to treaasure a relationship, I, myself ruined everything! I think is me that is immature to handle all this things. But, you are really a good man, It is all my fault.. that the story ended like this.

When I start to like people around me, enjoy their company, they are leaving one by one..

When I trusted someone so much, I really treat her as my best friend and what i get in return was being betrayed by her.. I never learnt smart after so many times, I always choose to believe and hope that one day she will realize that I am true but the day never come..

When I start to like my job, hiccups always happen. Problems after another, it is just like a big wave hitting again and again.. and i feel like giving up.. but where else i can go in this little island..

I am just afraid to do anything now.. you can say that i am passive lor.. cause whenever I put too much effort in something, the result is always the opposite.. that really makes me lack of confidence in everything.. I need strength to walk on.. I also wish that i am a happy girl..